Sept 9, 2017

Dear Mic

I woke up today feeling okay but around 10am I started to miss you and I cant help but cry again. I pity myself. 

Siguro di na ako makakapag-move on. Di ko na kaya magmahal ulit tulad ng pagmamahal ko sayo. Di ko na kayang magtrust uli. I'll probably grow old alone. 

I've been praying every night and morning, kasi hirap na hirap na ako. I just let myself cry kasi sabi nila whenever you cry it out, all your burden unloads. 

I have cried rivers already pero bakit di nababawasan yung sakit. 😭