Sept 8, 2017

Dear Self,

First, congratulations! Nagawa mong hindi umiyak ngayon umaga. Masarap mabuhay, marami pang bagay ang possible mong ma-achieve ngayon single ka na ulit. 

Unti unti ko nang naaccept na kahit gaano kita kamahal, kung hindi mo ito masusuklian, then I have to move on. Hanap ulit ng iba. 

Love is not something forced. 

Kahapon nakausap ko si Tita Volet and she said I didnt fought for you enough and didnt love you unconditionally. I got sad because I loved you unconditionally. Sinubukan kong ayusin yung relationship but YOU GAVE ME UP. 

YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME ENOUGH to want to stay in the relationship. 

I didnt know if talking to tita volet is a sign from Lord but all I know is that kung meron mang lalapit, ikaw yun. Ikaw ang makikipagbalikan. Pero I dont want to hold on to that. Kasi kung di mo na ako mahal, bakit mo yun gagawin diba?

LET'S STOP HOPING. ✋ 

START HEALING. 💔

I love myself. There are still lots of deserving guys out there. I just have to make sure they see my standard.