somewhere in between.

I've been wanting to watch LIFEHOUSE in concert tomorrow night. However, since I have been unemployed, I have to save what is left on my account before I declare bankruptcy.

I remember crying buckets over "Somewhere in Between", having to listen to "Hanging by a moment" on loop, and tried to learn how to play the guitar with "Sick Cycle Carousel" as a jumpstart... oh yes, those were all few years back.

Retrieving memories of yesterday.. clearly, songs make you remember what were or who were essential and who still are. Regardless if one would want to let go, move on and drop off what were forsaken, we'll all be somewhere in between.

... God, I still miss that Brat.

I can't be losing sleep

over this, no I can't

and now I cannot stop pacing

give me a few hours

I'll have this all sorted out

if my mind would just stop racing

cause I cannot stand still

I can't be this unsturdy

this cannot be happening

this is over my head

but underneath my feet

cause by tomorrow morning

I'll have this thing beat

and everything will be back to the way that it was

I wish that it was just that easy

cause I'm waiting for tonight

and then waiting for tomorrow

and I'm somewhere in between

what is real and just a dream

what is real and just a dream

what is real and just a dream

would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in

don't be surprised if I collapse

down at your feet again

I don't want to run away from this

I know that I just don't need this

cause I cannot stand still

I can't be this unsturdy

this cannot be happening, yeah

cause I'm waiting for tonight

and then waiting for tomorrow

and I'm somewhere in between

what is real and just a dream

what is real and just a dream

what is real and just a dream

what is real and just a dream