confessions from a hopeless romantic (a true story)

ang init.. yung ang una kong naicp.. summer nga pala kea tlgang mainit.. eniwei, madami akong natutunan ngaung bakasyon maliban sa panunuod ng tv, kumain, magpc, magsurf at magbuhay 'bum' ^^..  naappreciate ko tlga ang kismet ng silent sanctuary..

actually, nung una kong marinig ung song na un ay parang wala lang.. masarap sa tenga, oo, pero ung lyrics hindi ko na pinagkaabalahang isurf.. (dahil meron na sa fone ko courtesy of bryan ^^)

pero nung marinig ko ulit siya isang gabi gamit ang mp3 ko.. hindi ko sinasadyang mapaluha.. nakahiga ako sa kama, mag-isa, bigla akong nalungkot... shet, ang ganda ganda ng meaning song...

Didn't mean to take you for granted
Didn't mean to show I don't care
Didn't mean to throw away this once in a lifetime of chance
Being with you

pero pwede ba un? didn't mean to take you for granted? hindi ko sinasadyang gamitin ka? KALOKOHAN! ... (hmm? galit?) taking someone for granted is as ALWAYS deliberate.. granted nga eh, meaning you decided to DO that with you having 100% acknowledgment. haay, bat ba ako nagagalit, affected?

And I'll drive for 2 hours
To bring Butterfingers
I don't mind the distance
This kismet's a dance

that's probably one of the sweetest thing a guy could ever do for a gurl.. to travel for a distance just to give her a chocolate or just to see her.. cheesy but simple, plain sweet.. ^^ diba when do these lil' stuffs.. though they're simple, to someone who loves that person, it could already take a week's/month's weariness away.. they're just small things pero if do for you loved one, it's all worth it.. no matter how far the distance is or how futile the circumstances are.. when u're in love, you're willing to take the risk because being inlove is already one ryt? (ehem, sariling words yan ha.. damn no plagiarism!)

This time I surrender
My everything forever
Life doesn't matter
Just our souls together

okei.. this particular line speaks for itself.. no need to ponder,, uhm,, well, for the benefit of those who didn't get it, uhmm.. from a girl's point of view, it means to surrender yourself completely to the one person that you wanted to be with for rest of your life.. awwww.... ^^