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I checked my FRIENDSTER account yesterday and found a message from my besfwend wiLYam, from Iloilo… bez, sorry if it took me quite awhile to email… forgive me plsss… pwomiz pow! when you get back here, I’ll make it up to you… ^_^



Past memories came rushing suddenly from my psyche… let me tell you the story of a girl named Lhez and her besfriend William…

It all happened on the period of the school year 2001-2002…

We were both sophomores… having been on the same awesome section and seated in fair proximity… it was the time of my life…

It was the time of my life because all of my best & worst Highschool memories happened during second year… my tropa… winning the championship on Chess… being a class achiever… my first bf… experiencing a not-so-good vice… the examination leakage which became the scandal of the year… and most especially my bestfriend…

Yam & I already shared a sound friendship just as everybody else on the class. But that friendship went stronger by later period of the school year because of a certain incident concerning me and his friend who was my bf that time…

There’s no need to recall that incident… but one thing that I really really appreciated was that he never left my side during those times that I badly needed someone to talk to…

My tropa was there too… but it’s quite complicated coz’ my tropa and my ex were close buddies…

When all the world thinks that it was MY fault that the relationship collapsed… he was the only person who believed and listened to every single explanation that I made…

The same person who told me the reason behind that incident… the sole truth that I didn’t bothered telling to those people who knew nothing but kept on pointing fingers at me.

And then, by summer we became phone pals…

Kept awake till’ 3am on the phone…

talking anything about nothing in particular…

watching TXT TUBE… betting on which song will be no.1 on the MYX Countdown…

doing a three-way conversation on the phone with me on the other line, listening to his ‘pambobola’ with the girl he’s courting on the third line… you have no idea how difficult I held my mouth from laughing on the other line…

And so on… by 4th year HS, it’s crying time…

When he told me that he’ll be studying in Iloilo, I was taken aback for a moment…

There’s nothing I can do… just as the song goes, nothing lasts forever but the cold November rain…

This is just one of life’s ironies that I dread to face…

I hate saying goodbye… yet at that time I was given no choice but to do so…

We knew damn well how things changed after he transferred in Iloilo…

Less talk… less time… more school activities… surviving independently…

But, we still keep in touch from time to time… friendster messages…

A lot of people had asked me back then, “Buti ndi ka na-fall sa kanya?”

Actually, before we became bestfriends… he WAS (past tense mga ineng ha, pki-take note) my crush…

He knew it… I told him… there’s no secret between us…

BUT, that feeling only lasted for 3 days… hahaha… short-lived huh?

I dunno why, maybe because it’s not meant for me to fall for him…

Sa tinagal-tagal naming magbest-friend, not once have I thought of falling for my bestfriend…

For me, it’s sort of, ULTIMATE BETRAYAL OF TRUST… o’ diba, ang yaman ko… daming alam… hehehehe

Pero, danun’ tlga… although we can’t direct our heart whom to love nman diba? pero WALA tlga eh…

It’s pure friendship love that I have for him, no more no less…

A couple of times I told to those who kept on asking the same thing…

when we became bestfriends, I accepted him wholeheartedly, so as I to him… we knew each other’s wants, feelings, dislikes, strengths and especially each’s weaknesses… he’s weakness is mostly on girls… lalo na sa kanyang first gf na ndi nya makalimutan… kaya cguro ndi na me na-fall sa kanya, kabisadong-kabisado ko na kc diskarte niya pagdating sa mga ganung bagay…

oki..? I hope you got my point… that story ends here…

Deo Gratias for giving me such wonderful fwends & bestfwend…

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