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Oki doki..  mga friendly frends Q, sana na-appreciate nio ang mga testi na ginawa Q..anyway, gonna make another one 4 my dearest friend Melai as well as to Kaye..sana mabasa nia e2 sakali..

B4 that… stay tuned muna keo sa mga kapanapanabik na mga eksena sa luvLyf Q.. eh ano na nga bah? Wala namn bago.. kea lang, got the chance to talk to one of my friends and asked for an advice. Eventually, she and I shared the same problem yet sa kanya, back in HS pa..kilala ko nga ung guy eh. Ex Q lang namn! Eniwei.. this hwat transpired on our chit chat.

Ok lang nman daw sabihin ky 'NAYRB' kea lang, dpat super duper sure na dpat aQ sa feelings nya sa akin. Huh?! Mejo tgilid pa nga aQ sa part na yun e.. I dunno, im still confused sa kanya, one moment he's sweet, the next casual na ulet.. ano na nga bah?!! I know there's one thing to end all this frenzy, ASK HIM WHAT' THE REAL SCORE! As simple as that to say pero saan lupalop nman aQ kukuha ng lakas ng loob para mag-INVOKE nun' (is the term ryt?), I'm hell scared to the maxx!!! Just thinking about it makes me really really really nervous. Cguro, it's not the situation that's holding me back, maybe it's the reality that I'm not YET ready to accept what his answer might be. Natatakot akong malaman kung ano man ang isasagot nea kc there's this quite large possibility na masasaktan aQ ng matindi. Aratchi? Nagbubulag-bulag aQ sa nagsusumigaw na katotohanang HINDI PWEDE MAGING KMI! Huhuhu.. (T_T) so sadness namn!